Introduction
I had a friend who because of a heart condition
Was told by
the doctor that he should take a room
With somebody he knew.
Someone
not afraid of death.
Someone not afraid of finding the body of a friend.
A
good friend of ours graciously consented.
Close to a year later my friend with the heart condition died.
If there was a
good thing about this
It was
what he requested be put on his headstone,
“Read, and be happy.”
This
seemed appropriate
Since he was found with a book open on his chest.
Another friend who was himself
A poet, editor, and publisher
Was asked
by another poet whom we both knew
If he could stay on his back porch for a while.
It was there that he died.
When I
heard about this, I asked the editor,
“Wasn’t all of this hard on him?”
“No,” he replied calmly. “It was all very
natural.”
Another friend whom drugs had taken into the bowels of
life
Was
allowed to sleep in the bar where his ex-wife worked.
It was there he was found in what appeared to be a deep sleep.
The workers cleaning the bar did not want to disturb him
As
he seemed so peaceful.
One of the many jobs I worked while I lived in Berkeley
Was that
of a night clerk in a resident’s hotel.
One of the residents was a 60’s radical who had traveled to Russia and
China.
He would
often come down at night
To challenge any notions or illusions I might have about the world we lived in.
Later I heard that this man had been stricken with the
disease
That had
become the plague of the late Twentieth Century.
He was being taken care of by another Berkeley type,
A man who had given away most of his worldly
processions
And had chosen to live the solitary life of
contemplation.
These pieces are for those people
But not necessarily about them.